im a sheep

Im being a coward. I care too much about what people think and whose toes I step on. Too much to focus on what actually makes me happy, and what makes me feel good at the end of the day. I realize this, but I don't have the power in me to act on. I want to go for this, I want to, I just can't. I won't. I would rather be alone at the end of the day than step on the someones toes and make them feel hurt. So I want to give it up before I start, take my shoes off before I start the race. Im just too uneasy about causing someone else pain.

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