Oh, and for my personal records:
I FEEL SO GOD DAMN BEAUTIFUL TODAY.
and
today in a talk with Lacie, I actually said out loud a thought I've been harboring for a while.
I can't manage a relationship for a lot of reasons right now, but mostly because I need to be able to stand on my own two feet first. I need to do things for myself before I can love a man the way he deserve to be love. The way I want to love him.
So, for now.. I'm going to take things slow. See what I like,
kiss people
hug boys
be able to keep multiple boys as friends.. just friends.
and it'll happen. when it's supposed to. even if I've sworn against fate, I'm starting to lean towards her beautiful path every so often.
I am so excited for my future... so bright... so romantic <3, so ME.
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