PCOS

Today, I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Basically, my ladyballs don't work.
A quick overview; "Women with PCOS have ovaries that create an abundance of follicles each month without producing an egg. PCOS can contribute to irregular periods, depression, excessive weight gain (despite diet and exercise efforts), acne, and excess facial hair. It is also the most common cause of infertility among women in the US."
I keep telling myself that this is a good thing. It's the answer to a lot of problems I've been having with my body and my mind lately. It is a really good thing.
It is not the end of the world. It is not fatal.
It is, however, going to cost me a pretty penny and lots of medications and surgeries at the worst.
I am scared. I am shocked. I am nervous.
But I will NOT let this overcome me. Sitting here, feeling sorry for myself won't make this go away... I may as well embrace it.